Where Are The Memories Of Me ©©

Somewhere lost in the corners of my mind

There’s a child dreaming of being a man

Reaching out for everything

Grasping nothing but pain

Dark nights staring down at an empty glass

A grey fog fills up my thoughts

So many roads going so far away

All leading right back to the start

Somewhere are memories of me

Pictures of a past buried in dust and torn webs

Faces of those I loved and lost

The secrets I hid away from my soul

If the world fell down

Would I drown

Would the sky above stay blue 

Or just fade away

The roads are now empty

As are my dreams

All that remains are memories lost in the shadows

In the dark corners of my mind

Walker

Goodbye ©©

Was I wrong when I walked away

Was I wrong when I took what was mine

I gave you what made me whole

I gave what you threw away

Why should I carry guilt

You threw our love away

Your lips touched mine

Was that another lie or a mistake 

Now I follow the stars above

Chasing what I gave away

To find my spirit 

To fill my soul with laughter once more

I dream of what was 

What could have been

You could have been the light at the end my night

Instead of the darkness of my soul

The silence was swallowed up by the storm

Your touch is now gone

We have nothing left 

But the time we shared

Goodbye from my heart

Goodbye from my soul

Goodbye from my dreams

Goodbye 

Whispers ©©

I wish I could go back in time

Not to fix my mistakes

Not to change what has become or will be

Just to see familiar faces

The world crumbles all around

The landscape is eaten up by time and progress 

Pyramids come and go

As do the faces that I once knew

I run my fingers through my hair

Struggling to remember them by name

Their faces slowly fading away

Becoming ghosts in my mind

Going back is not the cure

The lies would be the same

The pain a hundred fold

But I would see everyone one more time

Alone in this empty house that was once a home

The sorrow consuming parts of my soul

The whispers call from the darkest of night

But there’s no going back anymore

Walker

Whiskey And Wine ©©

I can hear the crack of thunder from the edge of time

Another day under cloudy skies

Another day in an empty home

The silence doesn’t fade away

Time has taken it all away 

One by day

Another by night

The rest fell through the cracks

Now I’m stuck alone in the dark

Calling out for those who can’t call back

They left with a sigh

Left me alone in the cold

You will have to wait for me

Because I am not ready to dance with the devil

The darkness has become my home, the night my shadow 

Silently whispering what I can’t understand

Whiskey and wine

The life that runs though my veins

The spirit that sets my soul a blaze

Another sunrise in the darkness of time

Walker

What's Real ©©

Hello…

HEY!!

Yeah you over there

It’s me

I’m on the outside

Let me in

I see you

Why can’t you see me

My words are silent

While my thoughts scream 

All this time wasted
For no one to hear what’s needed to be said

Time and time again

You surrender how you feel

What’s real looks fake

What’s fake becomes real

After all that

Only the pain that remains is real

All the time

All the energy I have put into this life

Has not been wasted

Inside I know what no one else will ever know

And I’ll never tell

Just look inside past all the chaos and you’ll know

I’m on the outside looking in at nothing

That must be tomorrow

I wonder what will happen

Who will I be

Will I be real

Or is it all fake even me

Walker

Faith ©©

Someone told me that as I travel into the unknown that I would loose my faith

Love would guide your way she said but time will swallow up your dreams

What you believe will get cloudy

Any regrets the tears will wash away

Every road gets muddy under darkened skies

Each path weaves it’s own way until you stray away

Choices you make bring you here to this place

This moment in time

How far must I go before I know where I am

How many storms must I weather

How many roads must I travel

Before I can find where is here

I’ve come a long way 

So many roads taken

On my knees I will never go

Faith is life and I’m still living the life

Walker

Where is Time ©©

Where has time brought me

I used to think I chose the path I went down 

But I was wrong

I chose the path but time brought me here

As the clock ticks on the wall

The universe moves on 

I chase time into the future

Scared that I’d be left behind 

Where is time?

It’s where I was born

It’s where I died

Only to be reborn so that I can make it right, or not

Is it a dream 

Is it a nightmare

It’s time reminding me it’s just begun

Time has no beginning or no end

Is this another chance

Is it the beginning of another end

A place in time I’ll travel through 

Until the end of me, not time

Where will time take me

What wonders will time show me

What gifts will time place before me

How much pain will time give me

Where have you brought me

What is this place

It’s just begun

Time

Walker 

Diarrhea ©©

It was always you, where there could be no one else

The heartbeat serenading the soul that tore apart the darkness

The thunder that roars in the silence of the night

The warmth that follows

No one has ever known or wanted to know

There can never be one more time before we go

The breeze is warm that crawls across the meadow

It’s long fingers part the cold blades of grass as it gets closer and closer

Freedom was a fleeting moment in time that consumed nine months and an existence
Is it all worth it, the pain, the suffering

The love

What is love

Is it freedom or bondage, these chains that restrain ones heart

The silence is coming

I feel it every day in my bones yet I say one more time before I go

The thunder that roared in the night is there if not as loud

Can’t go back but can still go ahead

One more time into the future not the past

Time is everything, the space you exist in

What time is it

Walker.